Sonnets for my Mother’s Marriages: David (1971-1986)

My mother later told me that they had sex 

four times a day every day. Tilt-

O-Whirl rides taken to induce abortion 

between me and my little brother. She 

already had three babies under three and 

my father hid her birth control. When 

she found it and began taking it again 

he denied her sex and they both started 

having affairs. Where did they find the time? 

She worked as a nurse at a children’s home, 

he sold books for Zondervan. There was us. 

All I know is this: the split pea soup 

that my mother’s dentist’s wife made for us 

kids, warm and filling. Her pleas 

for Mom to give her husband back, fading.

Anna Abraham Gasaway (She/Her) is an emerging, disabled writer who has been published in Poetry International, Cream City Review, One Art and others. She received her MFA at San Diego State University and serves as a reader for the Los Angeles Review. She can be found on Twitter/X @Yawp97.